Fear, Book, Stress, Healing

Another Update

I’m surprised to be back here so soon with another update, but here we are. On March 10th I will be meeting with my developmental editor to go over the first round of edits. I’m excited to be diving back into revisions with fresh focus and ideas. It’s a little scary to be working with someone new. When fear and uncertainty well up I remind myself of all the support I’ve acquired along the way. This writing journey has brought so many wonderful people into my life and I’m sure that will continue.

An email arrived this morning that stopped me in my tracks and made me stop and take a deep breath. The publishers print goal for my book is August 17, 2026. This is much sooner than I anticipated! It’s not bad but it is surprising and overwhelming to think about. The dark side of this is I’ve begun to worry about the church and the blow back I’m bound to receive. I’d love to say I’m healed and not worried about how they will react but that would be a lie. Their reaction is the ominous cloud that threatens to ruin my happiness and sense of accomplishment. I know I have the bravery to push through my worries, I just have to dig a little deeper.

That’s all I have for right now. I will keep sharing updates as I have them. If you’re not connected to me over on Substack please follow and subscribe. I can be found at Surviving Church and Childhood.