Fear, Book, Stress, Healing

Another Update

I’m surprised to be back here so soon with another update, but here we are. On March 10th I will be meeting with my developmental editor to go over the first round of edits. I’m excited to be diving back into revisions with fresh focus and ideas. It’s a little scary to be working with someone new. When fear and uncertainty well up I remind myself of all the support I’ve acquired along the way. This writing journey has brought so many wonderful people into my life and I’m sure that will continue.

An email arrived this morning that stopped me in my tracks and made me stop and take a deep breath. The publishers print goal for my book is August 17, 2026. This is much sooner than I anticipated! It’s not bad but it is surprising and overwhelming to think about. The dark side of this is I’ve begun to worry about the church and the blow back I’m bound to receive. I’d love to say I’m healed and not worried about how they will react but that would be a lie. Their reaction is the ominous cloud that threatens to ruin my happiness and sense of accomplishment. I know I have the bravery to push through my worries, I just have to dig a little deeper.

That’s all I have for right now. I will keep sharing updates as I have them. If you’re not connected to me over on Substack please follow and subscribe. I can be found at Surviving Church and Childhood.

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Final Girl Moves Ahead

Whew, the last couple of weeks have been a whirlwind. I don’t think anyone can accuse Atmosphere Press of moving slowly. I’m enjoying the quick pace. If you know me, you know I hate to wait, That being said, it’s a lot. I’ve met with an acquisitions editor, my project manager, and a book cover design team member. Any time now I should also be hearing from a developmental editor. I can’t wait to dive back into my memoir and gain some fresh perspective.

When working on the book cover I had to send ten examples of covers I like so they can get a sense of my aesthetic. Then they asked for excerpts from the book to give them a feel for the narrative. I also sent them a list of words I felt described the mood of the book. I can tell that this part of the process is going to be challenging for me. I want a cover that provides the reader with a good idea of what the book is about, but also a cover that isn’t too dark or depressing. Once I have some options I will create a poll so you can give me your input.

Along with Final Girl, I’m working on a new book. The working title is A Spiritual Home. It’s weird to be back at the beginning of a project again. I’m feeling energized by the challenge. I will continue to provide updates on both books here as I have them.